Life and painful lessons go together, life is filled with secrets, hidden identities, and deep, dark, shameful pasts.....humilating pasts, happy pasts, tearful pasts, things have happened to us all, some may know what has happened, some may not know, some can admit it, some cannot, and for some, it will never come out.....it will stay hidden here, forever behind these secret names, yes here it is secret to...for me one day it will be real and hidden no longer...but not now .....